Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Unfair . .

. . . is the only word that came to mind this morning as I was looking and watching my beautiful healthy baby on the ultrasound screen. A close friend found out her baby no longer had a heartbeat and at the same exact time that I was hearing my baby's heartbeat - doctors were removing my friends precious baby from her body.

"Why God? Why have you spared my baby but didn't save her baby?"

Rick has said from the beginning of this pregnancy that this baby is Gods and that He has big plans for our baby. He reminded me of that again as I was crying silent tears during my baby's ultrasound.

"God, bless this baby's life, keep him/her healthy and show me how to raise this baby to be prepared for Your great purpose for him/her."